15.3.09

do you have any idea what you're doing? ...no, probably not

i was standing at the fence in the rain (what a cliche)
letting the sounds of trains and cars cover my ears;
people going places
leaving fingerprints on windows
reading road signs,
and breaking the rules.
and i haven't even been to outer space.
we're just kids listening to soundtracks we just may be in love with,
and smashing clocks, dammit.
would you like to audition for a part in my life?
i want a copy of your speech too.
sorry, an unexpected error has occurred.
i've heard that line before.
I can't stand the way they look at you,
but I'd drop a dime just to hear your footsteps...
any day.
(if it's definitely happening)
it's painful,
how you can look my way and the only thing you'll do is... pause, for the briefest second
and then we're back to automated robots.
clink clink clink
thud.
will you tie my shoe laces for me?
i sleep with the key under my pillow
i don't miss you
but i will yesterday.
you've got pretty eyes, but I never got to tell you in person and I wish i had.
start: If i've learnt anything,
yeah, well, but i haven't.