empirical; - apologies.
why do people find it so hard saying it? maybe it's because they don't want to admit they've got feelings. or, because, if you admit it, then you're setting yourself up to be disappointed. or are we just being cynical? who knows. we're so afraid of vulnerability that we can't bear to tell ourselves the truth. it's weird, waking up one day and realising that you really cant make it on your own. it's frightening, really, that you've let someone become so important to you that you're no longer your own favourite person in the universe. i'm leaving now, because i'm a hypocrite, and i'm obsessed with your photo.
i wish we could all stay the same,
but where's the fun in that?
sign off with a kiss and it'll mean more, apparently.
it's been too long...
xx