fucking.
shit.
every single time i don't think it can get any worse,
it does.
and it hurts, hurts, hurts.
and i don't remember how to
breathe, breathe, breathe.
and i just need water and air and water and air and water and air and water.
out out out now.
shaky legs, can't see straight.
loud.
fucking.
music.
RECOVERY.
over it,
get back in it.
cheer cheer cheer.
singsingsing.
all worth it.
i would do it again in a second.