1.11.10

"grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."

i think i've finally learnt not to dwell on what i can't change.
although, with this realisation comes the reluctant acceptance admission that what's done is done. and what's going to happen is going to happen. and there isn't a damn thing i can do about it other than what's already been done, said, forgotten, tried, denied.
it's a shame the realisation always comes after the fact.

the past few days, they've all been written.
i'm just yet to read the ending.




this, well, it ends here.
as for the rest of it?
i'm not sure.