17.12.10

just because we're werewolves.

i'm not saying i don't care. i'm saying i pretend not to. i'm not saying i'm always right. i'm saying maybe it's time to apologise and mend broken friendships before they're broken for good. i'm saying i should get off my high horse and fix things. i'm not saying i believe in myself now. i'm saying i'm still getting there, slowly but surely. i'm not saying designer shoes and designer drugs. i'm saying messages on napkins and swinging on swings. i'm saying movie references and summertime and jellyfish and bicycles and brunch and bravery and non-wimpy moments. i'm not saying destiny. i'm saying it's our choice. i'm saying it's cause and effect. i'm not saying i'm keeping it a secret. i'm saying just ask me yourself. i'm not saying this will last forever. i'm saying this moment will mean more than anything i could ever promise you, more than any dreams of reckless abandon you've got planned for your so-called future, because this is certain, tangible, truth. i'm not saying love. i'm saying figure out who you wouldn't want to forget. i'm not saying all endings are sad. i'm saying sometimes people part, things change, the world turns into another. i'm saying it's not anger, nor bitterness, nor resentment, but just time. i'm not saying believe in the impossible. i'm not saying there is an impossible. i'm not saying put yourself out there, armed with blind faith and a sign that says 'hope is for the hopeless'. i'm saying just have a little faith; just have a little faith, kid.