cause we're just rad like that

 

BREAK

last days, fragmented friendships, countdowns, growing up and away...
(ah, the irony.)
and i thought i knew how the world worked.

"will your house be made of more than dreams then?"
i hope so. i really do.

too much

today is the fifteenth of september.
after today it will be 'late september' (technically, at least), and we both know what that means.

"the great thing's not to get out of your depth."

we are.
you are.
i am.

so, it's happening again.
...here comes the ensuing silence.

i just want this to sound personal.

typical.
typical.
typical.
typical.
typical.
typical.
typical.

typical.

typical.

typical.

typical.

typical.

typical.

different.

skip, draft, miss, forget, acid, only, confirm, insane.

let's just look at the answers tomorrow and convince ourselves that we knew it all along.

when there's nothing left to burn

coloured clothing and matching plaits.
six years on a post-it note.
a zombie, a vampire, a casket.
sleep. sleep. sleep?
WEAK.
"please don't kill yourself tonight."
yorick, annoying habits i wish i didn't see, baby photos.
wasted time and wasted effort.
six.
rainbow ice creams (this feels like the future).
recycled; forgotten.
jerk. (sorry)
18.5
miss you too.
musicals, music, hell.
trying.
...the rest is still unwritten.